words cant explain how much i miss her , i miss her more than before ,more than ever ! though she is my foster mum , i love her sooo much i cant seem to let her go and move on. everytime people talk about mothers , i get quite sensitive , its just really mean because they dont know what they have til its gone , i mean treasure the time you spent with your parents , or else it might be too late .
i was listening to i miss you by miley cyrus , and it made my cry , because well .. anyways heres the video and the lyrics to the song
Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la You used to call me your Angel Said I was sent straight down from Heaven You'd hold me close in your arms I loved the way you felt so strong I never wanted you to leave I wanted you to stay here holdin' me
I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you Sha-la-la-la-la I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm livin' out my dream Oh, how I wish you could see Everything that's happenin' for me I'm thinkin' back on the past It's true the time is flyin' by too fast
I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you Sha-la-la-la-la-la I miss you
I know you're in a better place yeah But I wish that I could see your face, oh I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me
I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear every once in a while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you Sha-la-la-la-la-la I miss you
i surrender
Monday, September 22, 2008;
3:50 AM
today school was alright , there was a lot of laughing , was laughing super hard at really lame things , triple high :D after school took the bus back sarah sat next to me and her super sharp hairy legs kept touching my legs, i was like " omg sarah did you just shave ?" and she did , im seriously never gonna sit next to her ever again!! lol anyways , jade and nadia came over , jade was like begging me to watch titanic so okay we watch , the first part nadia and i were joking around then i started crying like mad when the ship was sinking there was a part that made me cry the most , it was when the father but his little child on the rescue boat and told her " dont worry my dear its juts goodbye for a little while " i burst out crying man ! omg it was like super touching , if my dad said to me i would hug him and never let him go ! then like when they showed the part where a few people just stayed where they were and they didnt bother about anything , they just lay/stood there , especially the part where the mother tucked the children in the bed its soo sad ): cried soooo much i didnt know i would cry watching titanic but oh well. im a loser for these type of shows , and sorry alex and danial for calling you , i was like trying to distract myself so as to not cry . ahhhhh omgomgomg titanic !!! soo sad , if i were on the ship i would just have shot myself . and omg jack died , he sacrifice himself to save rose ! ahhh sooo romantic if only guys were like that these days , and seriously american guys are more romantic im not being bias or anything but its true . no offence to any guys out there but yeah ANYWAYS next movie we might be watching will be A LITTLE PRINCESS . that show is as touching as titanic . haha tearteartear )': oh wells got to go eat my dinner goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D:D
i surrender
Saturday, September 20, 2008;
7:21 AM
Q: Love someone? - Yes. Q: Who is that someone? - Im not gonna tell ! Q: Kissed someone before? - Well,yeah. Q: Been arrested? - Nuh uh. Q: Been searched? - Nuh uh. Q: Been suspended from school? - Nuh uh. Q: Sat on a roof top? - Haha yeah,it was super awesome:D Q: Broken a bone? - uh..NAH! Q: Have shaved your head? - OMG , nope. Q: Played a prank on someone? - Haha yesyesyes it was hilarious (: Q: Shot a gun? - Yeah. Q: Donated Blood? - I have a phobia of needles ! _____________________________
LAST PERSON YOU . 1 You hung out with? - I forgot . 2 Last person that you texted? - Sarah. 3 You were in a car with? - Taxi,with Sarah! 4 Went to the movies with - PEARLYN ! 5 Went to the mall with? - PEARLYN. 6 Person you talked on the phone with? -Joanne. 7 Person that called you? - Joanne. 8 You messaged on myspace? - SawLoser. 9 You talked to? - Brother. 10 You miss? - Shhhhh. 11 You hugged? - I dont know,but i want a hug! _______________________________________
WOULD YOU??
1 Eat or drink? - Drink. 2 Be serious or be funny? - Funny. 3 Drink whole milk or skimmed milk? - Fresh Milk with cereal :D 4 Die in a fire or die getting shot? - I'd rather die a natural death , no pain ! 5 Go to the bar or to the beach - The Beach in Cali! ____________________________________
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY . 1 Sun or moon? - Starrrrss! 2 Winter or fall? - Winter,i like snow:D 3 Left or right? - Right i think?! 4 Black and white or colored? - Black and white , like my room. 5 Where do you live? - I live with Tarzan! ( heh:D rubbish ) 6 Do you wanna get married? - Not for now. 7 What is on your mind? - Thinking about....shhh... 8 Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - I would play with the spaghetti. ______________________________
IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU .
1 Kissed someone? - Nope. 2 Been hugged by someone? - Yes! 3 Been poked by someone? - Yeah,it hurt! 4 Been severely tortured by someone ? - WHOAAAA haha nope.
I tag :Anyone who is just as bored and lame as me to do this .
i surrender
Thursday, September 18, 2008;
4:26 AM
pew pew pew ! update update update ! okay i feel hyper today i dont know why , man i cannot wait till exams are over , cause im playing to have a halloween party IM NOT CHILDISH ! its fun (: still cant choose between maralyn monroe , elvis , hippies or leperchaun costume . hahah i think maybe hippes cause... hippies are super cool ! except when they're naked ..ANYWHO! i love them :D its like hey man spread the love &&& dude eat tofu not meat &&&&&&& make love not war ! hahahahahahahahahahahaha hahahahahahahahhahahahaha okay enough of that anyways , people call me fat , are they blind ? anyways i dont care if im fat , its my body and i can eat whatever i want being fat is not a crime ! so what if you're fat , doesnt mean your ugly you're beautiful on the inside :D :D :D i support fat woman everywhere HAHA love them * insert 1000000000 hearts * OKAY ANYWAYS... moving on the halloween its on 31st oct right ? yes yes i want a partayyyyyyyeeee :D with a sleepover ( hopefully my dad allows ) he should cause its after exams but golly i have to do well first otherwise its not really nice right right right ?!? and i might be going korea omgomgomgomg can see snowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :D:D:D:D and im also gonna groom my room! black and white style everything (almost everything ) will be black and white anyways for now i will study hard for the EOYs so i will be currently ON HIATUS ! ( from blogging lahhhhhh ) lol so i suggest you disregard me unless you enjoy talking to brick walls
hahaha GOODBYEEE FELLOWWWW HIPPIESS :D:D:D
i surrender
Monday, September 8, 2008;
6:08 AM
i was lazy to update the last few days so yeah ill do it now since im free :D
SATURDAY went out with pearlyn to watch WALL-E! the show is soo nice omg wall e is so cute i want him (: anyways like after the show we went to walk around then went to caro's house at yiochukang so far! haha oh wells ...took MRT there. Met caro at the MRT station when we got out we saw her and like walked passed her but she didnt see LOL! on our way to her house we kept on laughing cause we have little accidents like pearlyn tripped,caro fell,i slipped,and our faces were damn funny! got to caro's house and did nonsence like sang loudly and when pearlyn went to the toilet we switched off the lights and went to the toilet window haha she was like shouting at us to go away i think she's scared of the toilet now HAHA :D dont wanna elaborate so much on what we did so..moving on!
SUNDAY went to church as per normal after the service i didnt stay for the sports and lunch went to ariel's house instead , talked for awhile , then watched one missed call while eating pizza after that went to her room talk some more blablabla
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! my job here is done BYE! :D:D:D
what does that mean to you ,do you even know the meaning ? no you probably dont cause almost all the people you meet randomly belongs to any category you dont pick your friends , you're friends with anyone you meet on the streets ! add them up on myspace or friendster or any social network and you're friends with them instantly. but what happens when you really need them , when you're sad, happy or angry ? will they be there for you ? do they care whats on your mind ? do they know when you're tears are coming even before it flows out? are they there for you ? thats what i have been thinking . and the truth is , a normal person has an average of at least 1-4 friends who we can really ,truely trust and count on to be there for you. most of the people i meet are strangers to me the next day i dont even talk to them , my classmates(primary and secondary)? most of them are fair-weathered friends they just talk to you when they are bored, or if they need you to be their bitch for a moment or in some cases their permanent bitch. some are too ashamed to even go out with you just because you're not popular,smart,pretty,thin or rich ! true friends dont get jealous of you , they dont force you to do anything, they dont give you difficult choices to choose they dont ditch or diss you for popular cooler people they dont stab you in the back they dont tell your secrets to anyone they dont suddenly cancel plans you made with them , just so that they can go out with other people. they stick with you when everybody else turn away from you . they dont push you around ! if they do then fuck them ! this holiday i have been thinking, and now i know who my truely bestest friends and who are the fair weathered ones . as we grow up we dont lose friends, we just learn who our real ones are.
i surrender
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2:51 AM
my blog song is really nice and the lyrics are soo cute and sweet :D
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand saying, "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some people try to hand me money, they don't understand I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man I know it makes no sense but what else can I do How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cuase If one day you wake up and find your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "son you can't stay here" I said, "there's someone I'm waiting for If it's a day, a month, a year" Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cause If one day you wake up and find your missing me and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street So I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe i'll get famous as the man who can't be moved Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news And you'll come running to the corner cuase you'll know it's just for you Im the man who can't be moved
Chorus 2x
Going Back to the corner where I first saw you Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
i surrender
Monday, September 1, 2008;
SAW LOSER!
8:44 AM
OMG!! today was super fun! i went for glo for youth with joanna tessa grace darren alex ian bryan and josh haha a few of the bands played first they are alright but the best was saw loser hahas went all the way up front to the stage ! but the crowd was dead only some people were bobbing their heads lol omg saw loser's singer was sooo hot ! his hair and his eyes are awesome! and the drummer tooo omg omg omg so hot , was staring at him the whole time after their gig , we went to get their autographs! i asked them to sign my shoe and the mat we sat on haha then i asked the drummer if he could give me his drumsticks and he did !he gave me the one he used for the gig ! hahas then i asked them all to sign it after signing i asked jimmy ( bassist ) whether i could get a hug and he said okay haha OMG i hugged him sooo many times he is soo cool ! hugging him was like hugging a teddy bear ! then i went to hug the singer ( he smelled nice )though he was sweaty and then i hugged him many times too! then i hugged the drummer and the guitarist ! many many timesssssssssssss! omg i love them SAW LOSER FTW ! i will never forget that day ... EVER! hahas im gonna frame the mat they signed and frame the drumsticks and frame the SHOE!im never gonna wear the shoe ever again ! hahas anyways i gtg bloody tired adios ! :D
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